Golden Lips
31 de mayo de 2012
23 de mayo de 2012
7 de marzo de 2012
There were good times, when you
can only feel love and the other person is absolutely perfect. You can say,
life is pink at first.
But then you have a few fights,
nothing heavy, and forgiveness is so easy.
Being in love is literally being
on the clouds, is literally being stoned, you forget about everything, the only
thing in your mind is the person you love.
I fell in love with an amazing
person, and I’m still in love with him.
He changed my life, he made me
happier, but he also made me learn from mistakes (mine and his).
I have to admit, we had awful
times, but who doesn’t? Who’ve never made a mistake?
Sorry, I’m not perfect.
And then, things get weir and twisted.
And you meet another part of the other’s personality that you haven’t seen
before. You know him sad and angry, that’s where pink turn to grey, and smiles
turn into tears.
But well, everyone knows that’s
part of relationships.
Doubts appeared. I told him “this
relationship will be over when love’s gone”.
Complicated times nowadays. But
there still is a little flame of love that keeps us together.
We became inpatients, strict and
demanding. But we still fighting, we just want to be happy, or just ok at least.
I’m not going to give up until I know there’s no more love.
In the middle of this, our heads
have a mess of wires that makes us think bad things. We need to know that we
must not hurt each other, or that will destroy us. We cannot let unreal
thoughts or bad moments be more important than the good ones, and real love.
I’m truly in love with him, I
would never cheat on him, I just want him to be happy.
Happiness doesn’t mean the other
person has to do everything you want, in part it’s necessary the change and in
the other hand some things must be accepted.
It’s important to be clear about
feelings, and the most important is to feel happy about it. It’s also relevant
to keep the feet on the ground. Selfishness doesn’t count. You always have to
think about the other’s feeling, because it’s like you’re connected, and if the
person you love it’s not okay, that automatically makes you feel the same way.
I admit I made mistakes, I have
a lot to learn and a lot to live. I will always try to do my best, it’s not
always possible, no one has a perfect life in which everything turns out to be
as they want. I will try hard on this relationship, as long as I consider what
is acceptable and what is non-sense, because you always have to respect your
values, just don’t lose your mind, and always remember who you are.
This is how I feel Max. Don’t
think I gave up on us, cause I didn’t.
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